xii: final face

what was in that final face

you hid from me as you walked away,

as you left me forever,

sadness or anger?

i'll never be your friend

ever again.

i'd better find something

new to pretend,

like it was me who went away,

like i could've chosen to stay.

(yes, i write poetry.

what? it's good for venting.

i suppose my first post included a poem in it, so this shouldn't come as a surprise, really. i just feel a bit self-conscious about this one.

especially since it's, you know. based on personal experiences.)

xi: beholding

you ever feel like you're being watched?

 

me neither.

x: help help help

they know i lied. they know it's my fault we've allied ourselves with the archangel's mutts. they know it's my fault any enemies of the timberwolves are our enemies as well.

and they hate me for it.

ix: liar

adam weiss, bastard that he is, told nico rossi that i lied to him.

nico was angry, and adam was none too happy either. adam even had us officially ally with the timberwolves to placate them. it sounds excessive, but the timberwolves are scared of what might happen if henry and eric get more aggressive. and when wolves get scared, they get violent.

at least i don't think they realize that giles isn't exactly feeling a lot of team spirit when it comes to being a timberwolf. means he's less likely to end up in a lake, or however those guys do things.

bit morbid, sorry. i think if i went to a therapist, they'd say i use detachment as a coping mechanism. i think i'd have to agree.